Monday, November 20, 2006


Can you find me something to dream?

... The burdens of necessity... We let go of dreams sometime ago.
They distract us from reality.

So what do you see when your eyes shut for the night?

I can't remember.....

Doesn't that scare you?

No - it is reassuring to live in truth. Cold honesty lets you appreciate the warmth of good. The little there is in the world.

How can there be any good, when no one dreams of better? With no passion, can there be love?

This is nonsense. Tell me what I need to know. Now!

You really can not remember, can you? You truly have forgotten.

Tell me now.

Once upon a time there was a reason. Now what are you? You say fair, I say brute. Logical, no methodical! You have lost how to create new, and now you are empty. How does it feel? Does this mean you have no soul? Has heaven forgotten you?

This is your last warning....

That is it. You can smell the absence of your soul. You have come to realize that heaven is then and hell..heh... Pretending that choice was never available, is no longer an option, so like an alcoholic, you are in denial. How does it feel to murder your own...?

I told you...

Wednesday, March 29, 2006


The moon bathed you in light.
Instilling peace that night.
Bless the hours I'm in your arms.
Caught up in bliss,
And swept away.
Whisper one word,
And I'd be here to stay.
All of this from heaven's kiss.

My greatest fear in life,
My soul stabbed with your knife.
Tears rolling down my cheeks.
Fallen from grace
I'll take a knee
Patiently waiting
You'll humble me
All of this from heaven's kiss.

The moon bathed you that night,
Caressed by the angel's sight.
Oh I know our time is nigh.
Swept up in a fire,
Fuels desire.
Caught in a spell,
Cast fear away.
Lay me down to rest in your sea.
All from your kiss

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Move The Seas

For a time
We looked to each other
Like two sticks
Glued together
Never did we think
It end up like this
Destined to be
A piece of distance

The whispers in the trees
Never move seas
It'll be our love

For those days
That brightness invades
We shelter
And tell our tales
This is how
We came to be
And this is why
They are the enemy

The whispers in the trees
Never move seas
It'll be our love
Where we'll see

Sunday, January 15, 2006


Written on Dec10 2005

It feels so numb
Cold eskimo thumb
It feels so numb
Like a ring
she looks through her hands
show me something in the sky
baby grabbing high
cloaked angel on the run

Crap, dribble, babbling numb fingers seek to find justice in time. stabbing gently on the keys, piecing together a new frontier to
explore. Imagine that, consequences without the permanence. Kinda like a retake, only it feels like a rewind. How does that happen,
suspended in a piece of blankness, can't even find an explanation. Foreign ideas flow through my mind, but they can't seem to find
their way to my fingers, let only my ...what... Uh, feels like a momentery relapse of reality. Crashing into the illusions of
the sense, impairing my perception of my surroundings, creating a new reality. Once of clouded judgment, numb thought, empowered
imagination and incredible passivness. All elements of something that I'm not quite sure.. or about. Anyhow, I still can't help
wondering, how I didn't notice her?

An encounter....

"Hello" , I said. "How are you Salene?"
That stare was more then enough as a reply. I should have known not to expect a verbal answer. I could feel her desire, fill my being with a passion, that would strike envy from the gods, yet I knew her intentions all to well. That once warm embrace, cherished cradle of love had a serpents toungue behind it.
"Where will it be then?"
She took a deep breath, briefly shutting her eyes as if to let her soul taste the fruit of life. A courageous move in the face of temptation.
"Iacta alea est... Upon this beach, here where your blood will confess its sins to the ocean. Here you will find your salvation"

Saturday, January 14, 2006


I thought I'd feel the rain
Comming out of yesterday

We won't be the same
Cavities melt away

I thought I'd forget the pain
self-indulgingparasitic weight

The blood drips away
The demons are approachin'
The gods look away
The angels are a dyin'

I thought I'd feel the rain
Dripping into today

My feet slip in the mud
Forget the sand and the blood.

Betrayed my humanity
With justified atrocity

The blood drips away
The demons are approachin'
The gods look away
The angels are a dyin'